Adieu

Bye bye old spec. Hello contacts. And to soft and smooth hair.

Giving myself a major makeover. Feeling happy everyday.


Went for hall production audition and I dont think I made the mark. I would really rather that the reason is because I am a lousy actor than that I am too tall for the chosen male leads. That would be so depressing. Like I can do anything about it. And when I finally look forward and was happy about being tall.

Guess you can't really have everything in the world.


Chairing Appreciation Dinner with roomie. So much to do, so much to worry and think about, so much to learn. Kind of glad Jovial is my co-chair. If not this year's AD would pretty much be a disaster.

Going for USS's Halloween Horror Night later with the awesome kiddos. I can't wait to see all of them. It has been ages.

And I realised that I have many photos to post. Bwahahaa.

Bye. till :D

Because it kind of came too late

Fell sick. saw a not very trustworthy doctor who could not even accurately tell me what my illness was. All he could say was: erm there is some sort of virus inside blah blah blah. Sigh. But from violent and non-ending vomiting to able to keep food down its a wonderful progress already. Not good to be sick :(

So while I was sick I thought about some things. For my 20, I thought it would be good for me to show Gratitude. Give thanks to people around me. For staying through till now, for everything they have given me. So I wrote a letter to my parents. Which I have yet to give them, and for that I am glad. The content I wrote was so exceeding immature. Saying rubbish like, oh I am still learning to be a good daughter and please be patient. What kind of rubbish. My parents are aging. They are 30 and approximately 40 years older than me respectively. When I am 30 they will be 60 and 70. Still a nice age for me to take them around the world. That is my aim. But I should be a good daughter already. Not still learning to be. I thought being 20 was a major change. I kind of change my attitude towards my parent. Its heartbreaking seeing and hearing them speak out their body pains. And yet still have to work to support us. Reason 1 why I am so actively taking up tuition. To reduce burden.

Childish. And maturity. Seems to come together.

Reflection

Theme for the Big 2: Gratitude

Because its what make us 

Happily ever after

Ahh slept late and woke up early today. So tired now

Went all the way down to the west to meet the szbs. I am such a diligent friend. sigh. But since I have not seen them for a long long time its somewhat worthwhile the travelling time and all. heh

Grouchy face hahaa

School is starting soon! I have mixed feelings about it. Half anticipating and the half annoyed at the fact that I have start studying again. Tiring. But have to start to get the feeling back because I am aiming to get better scores so I can revive my lousy cgpa. blahhh

Okay shall sleep earlier today I am dying.

Oh got Melbourne pictures! Plenty of self shots. hahaaa bhb ttm

Desire

I really really like this dress. 

The colour. The cut. The style and how chic it is. Cant help but keep going back to look at it. 

Maybe I will buy it when my money comes in. 

Sighpie