last few papers but everyone feeling down and discouraged. but lets add more oil and finish the marathon off! i'm so looking forward to the partying and money earning. $,$ we can do it! ^^ muacks.

AHHH my life is so fantastic.



Econs is over. if i pass, its mircale. Math is, woah. paper 1 is, woah. If i can even pass, its supreme mircale. Chem is equally, gosh, speehless. hahah, i supposed it because i didn't really touch chem? *guilty* Bio, sighh.


ahh personal taste is nice. beginning to like leeminho all over again. ahh the ideal boyfriend, his character. pity, such types are called, erm, black emerald. meaning impossible to have. heee


i'm so deprived. of life. (glum)

gah my brother is scary.

million times worse than mom and dad. its like having a third parent with some assumed authority. and intends to use it fully.

aww my life. =.=

Prelims in, eh, 3 more days. I'm super unprepared. i think. blah. didn't practise chem paper 3 at all. going to do some over the weekend. and bio oh-gosh planning. bah. Somebody kill me. let me be reincarnated as Geunsuk's stylist. Or Hongki's.








argh i'm so stressed now. stupid brother. see? see mido? mido is equally stressed. bah. annoyed at everything. so mido is now a cross, grouchy piece of rice. protesting against the stress somemore. gah.














totally in love with 사랑사랑사랑. How can anyone sing a song so beautifully? Oh my hongki love. if geunsuk is less close to uh-yeah i will love him more but nvm i'm not yet that prejudice against yet so still my forever love haha *goosebumps all over*

AIM for prelims. Usssss. hahah~~



이제는 good bye good bye good bye

I can't upload pictures. Blogger sucks.


I wanted to upload pictures of my awesome present from my brother. haha~

after very very long...

JANG-JANG!

hahaha. handmade present box (the curved in side) and earpiece as present! awesome brother! haha thank you so much! Brand is Sennheiser. Sounds expensive. ^^v 9 (abit blurred cause i magnified it muahahaah)

So happy with the unexpected present. hahah.

BUT! its full of my brother's hope in me! gah! what, worried with my lousy results (haha i pasted it at my table). =.= stressed. bah.

GAH. I finished pasting stickers to my chemistry today. shall attack it tmr? Oh gosh and there is still inorganic. gah inorg GTH!!

and i promised. to forget.

Blah Blah Black Sheep can't go home.

Sigh i should be studying. 2 more days to GP and my everything still sucks. =.= Stress does not seems to follow me home. Its stays outside like a watchdog and only comes to me when i'm outside. *bash myself*

its pretty lame as to why i'm still putting new post up when i know that no one is reading, erm okay la only me. (v.v) but its really like writing out stuffs of my life. reading all my old entries last night and grinning over how ridiculous my old typing style was, how much joy my old friends brought, and are still delivering. bah. can't imagine what my life will be without them. hee love love.

today me chelsea and qinxin was eating awesome food when the topic was raised. bah and i thought they have already forgotten. haha please please forget! I know its impossible and stupid and puke-inducing so yeah forget! *inception* hahah~ but seriously i was so tempted today, and i allowed myself some indulgence before coming to my senses. Marvelled over how much activity there was, thought it was a hermit initially hahaa see i suck. -o('.')o- i promised and promise! never again! d(~.~)b

and my stupid earphone is spoilt! stupid stupid stupid! Its only less than half a years old! stupid china goods. screw to the good quality as mentioned in econs csq. truly lousy stuffs, screw. and my not awesome fringe is irritating, itchy and messy! gah! my life is in a crisis. actually not. bah.

i have a awesome life! parody! its like the calm before the super storm. and i'm still idling. gosh gosh gosh gosh kill meee. Jc life may seems to be incredibly cool, however in actual fact it is awful beyond words. Other than the immerse workload, the stress that teachers place on students by pointing fingers at the Us and telling students that they woud'nt be able to get good grades for their major exams, they also show support by having very little faith in students. They question students for their lousy results, but to think again, the fundamental problem is essentially at the budding stage where bad performing teachers and a constantly changing environment that causes a bad starting, which hence forms a rocky base in which students have to build upon.

Bah i'm stuck in GP. does the above argument stands? maybe not. who cares. we only have like 1 more month with the awesome teachers? yeah. life is not a bed of roses,

awesome is loved.