Ah crap i want to go to Pixar Exhibition.

So i was thinking to myself during early June: hmm when can i go? Then weeks of 'slacking' cum 'studying' took its toll and i forgot about the exhibition. When i finally remember it, there is like 3 more days left to the end of the exhibition.

Gah. And it cost $20 bucks to enter.

WHY? why is there no student prices? I'm like so broke. Its like dumping salt on my wound. I want to go... T.T (bawls uncontrollably)

And studying sucks. I think i studied for the 3 weeks but almost nothing went inside. *sobs* Bye BT2. I am so going to fail this one again. Sigh. But vector is fun, at least till the part where i can get correct answers. gah.

Its so much better to watch handsome guys and gawp over them. Or funny variety shows that make time flies. At least i get entertained. Or i get to see my current craze.

HE IS SO CUTE!!! *do little jumps and skips around the room*

TADA! haha~~

and so suave too..

and yeah i supposed its slightly cliche for me to say that i like him now? since he has benn out in the showbiz for so long. haha but i am so off the 'trendy' world, don't know where to get songs, no idea where to look for info for them blah blah blah and really not much interest since they almost look the same. (korean stars i mean) Till i watched 'He's beautiful'. That show is a must watch! Go! Go and find some goody website that has good webmasters who upload dramas for poor people like me! haha~

and well its truly the first time for me to be infatuated with celebrities. He is the first. My first. hee sounds wrong but who cares. he is cute! Muacks!

And Oh 3 more days to hell. chem and econs on mon. the bio and math on wed.

Life sucks...

NOT! ^^ ♥

HELLO JUNE!

What a pleasant surprise to see you so soon. I thought i will only see you in like, 2 months or so. Time flies don't you think so? ^^

Oh by the way how is your brother July? I hope he don't come. If not my house will surely suffer another catastrophe. For the last time he came i was throughly devastated by the amount of damage done. If he don't come this time... Oh what did you say? He is coming after all? Oh dear, what am i suppose to do? Looks like i'll have to make tons of protection for myself and my house. Sigh..

But i am truly delighted by you presence. After all thanks to you i will have some good time spent with all my favorite people in the world, though i can't say the same for them. Its a little saddening, but i will get by. ^^

Do stay longer will you? I miss you so... Oh my, just four weeks? But that's only like 3 weeks more.. oh dear. Then i must spent more time with you now. What a disappointing news.

Sigh, no matter what, please please pass by slower okay? Love you much. ^^

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Biology Chemistry Mathematics Economics. The four worse enemy of my life.

WHEE I FINALLY WENT TO CUT MY HAIR! its now so much thinner and shorter. haha~

HAPPY HAPPY

but after i came out of the salon, i walk past a gang of dogs plus 2 man and ONE OF THEM CHASED ME!!

WTH

luckily one of the man there called after the dog. if not i have no idea how i am supposed to escape. WALAO EH. imagine you hear a dog's bark, turn back and find a super fierce looking dog at YOUR HEEL. HEEL!!

NOT this.

but THIS!

walao. seriously walao. I think i did a couple of funny jumping actions. If i didnt remember wrongly.

nevertheless, it didnt spoil my good mood. Just that i was being happy with my short and thin hair and cursing the stupid dog while walking home.

GAH. *.*

dumping this ground for BT. life sucks. diaper corn sucks. but the previous one is worse. i dunno how to choose. D+

ADIEU!

Stars. luminous cosmic body.

How do i shine among the stars?

*White Dwarf Stars in the milky way

Today the principal was giving some crap talk about how we should work hard for As, and went on to show us the horrendous local university admission criteria.

As if i am not stressed enough already. I was thinking to myself this morning about how i can pull my chem and bio grades, , which are sinking at the U grade now, to at least a D by BT2.

Sound impossible. i totally agree.

and i am thinking of retaining, but i do not have the courage to do so. It will mean giving up everything i have now and restarting all over again, and i cannot promise myself to really work hard for the repeating year, blah blah.

All the thoughts i have now are not exactly comforting. but i guess they are what i need to pave my pathway to A levels. And to get into the Science Faculty.

So first thing first, to change my mindset, of always thinking that external stress will only make me collapse and give up, because i do not have the initiative to stress myself.

gah i sound so promising. Oh for A level i will work hard. exactly the same before O. And see what comes out? gah.

And, i am supposed to be doing GP now. What are our beliefs about science and technology? bloody hell. 500 words. And my GP teacher is a 'smart' 'genius' 'happy', go decipher. It very easy. oh i absolutely 'adores' him.

By the way, i got a B for PW. no A in S12. fabulous. wonderful. If you are a O student and thinking of coming SA. i will, gently remind you that, some things are not what they seems to be. yeah, maybe it looks perfect. but the pretty facade will fade almost immediately after you gain more understanding and familiarity with it.

If you can see, my language in posting is getting more and more 'formal'. IN the sense that i try to use less short-form and play around slightly with words. So PLEASE correct me in any mistake. I need to improve my GP. Partly because i want it to improve, and partly because i want to shove my A graded A level result (a photocopied one) up the stupid idiotic gay mutt's backside, before stuffing his disgusting face down the rubbish bin and slamming the lid.

Just the thought of it makes me feel good. Alrightly then, off to my GP! ^^