i m possible

i'm blogging because there is nothing else better for me to do

just had sushi so i am in a relatively good mood now. thinking of reading manga but staring at the screen for too long makes my eyes tired. and, i don't feel like it.

bah.

i shall go online shopping. fabulous time waster. and lets me know how skinny and nicely grown other people are. and then i can wallow in self-pity and disgust. tadah. end of the day. go sleep. and face the new day.

no one else has a new long post that i can read. and darn i read fast.

i got a bleak future. when everyone else is busy looking for courses or searching for the ideal school i'm rotting in my chair tying random stuffs that comes to my mind. and tying for the sake of making this post longer than it would have been.

oh and i saw you. but surprisingly there was not feelings. i guess, a happy guess. but now the trouble is, there. which is worse.

i dislike myself. or rather the hormones. yup, the hormones. annoyingly random and raging.

boyfriend, where are you?

maybe..

i was so freaked out when i logged on to the NUS application site and the application was closed for AY2011-2012. =.= then after panicking and reloading the site for several times, i realized that the application will be open 3 days after releasal of A level. =,=

i thought we have to apply within 3days after releasal.

i have no idea of the grades you will have to get to go into the courses i want, so i'm just going to apply for everything from every school. NUS, NTU and SMU.

and i just realized that NTU has alot more choices that i thought. so i closed the application.

closing date is 1April anyway.

plenty of time to realize that i can't make it to the courses i want because my grades are just okay. sigh.

maritime sounds good. when you hear that from me, kill me please. oh i should go kill myself already. because i pass by the shipyard when i go work, which is almost everyday, and near 4March i started entertaining thoughts of how would studying stuffs relating to maritime be? probably fun? maybe.

GAHH i will not say life sucks. Life will not be sucky because of one worthless piece of paper which is on its way into the shredder.

je serai bien

do you really know me?

what i call fear, is an unknown future.

Stuffed

Momma mia!

I had one box of rice and a packet of fried carrot cake for brunch, my stomach is expanding. Reminds me of how i stuffed myself silly three days straight last week. Day 1 of stuffing i had sushi buffet. Almost puke. Day 2 of stuffing, i had pizza. almost burst. Day 3 of stuffing, i had steamboat. cant get enough of my mom's fantastic cooking so i ate really alot. How luxurious can life get. Aww.

and now i'm looking at a japanese show which is introducing the different train bento.

sigh. food makes me hungry. =,=

argh i am very full now.

Allait-elle comment la vie ?

Sucky

i supposed that's why i have been blogging frequently these days. Amazed at myself even. Its either too bored, or nothing to do, or, nothing to do.

=.=

even with work, with relatively long shift. I'm still bored. bah.

some pictures to entertain myself when i read my blog.

I love cakes. the traditional got cake one. if you know what i mean.

camwhore with jy while waiting for xh at airport

MD says HI

Finally went out with shitties after a very very long time. I think, erm, maybe 2weeks plus? Can't remember. Went to watch Great great world and shop @NEX. Got myself quite alot of stuff. and spent more money. Ahh well.

My newest ring! Nice? ^^

An extremely act cute self-taken picture during bus trip to NEX. With my pretty specs. HAH

This is for me to calm my nerves after the scary picture above. Isn't this absolutely cute? especially the tigger. haha oh fine i prefer tigger over all the winnie-the-pool character. But its so cute, i can't resist it. ^^v

work is getting half boring half interesting. Slacked at break room for almost the whole day because of 11-1. and because i was in the most fabulous rotation ever, all positions i was supposed to bump were on stand down. Imagine my euphoria when my rotation-partners all came back to the break room and told me: Huiying! stand down! with a huge grin. wahh... Love today. Plus the two-piece and cheese fries i ate after work. marvelous day. short of a good book to make my day perfect.

Damm, i shall go reread one of the three HP books i bought.

9 more days before i jump into my grave and R.I.P

Queest-ce que je fais si ma recherche de coeur de vous ?