I am feeling quite bad now. after reading and knowing that he got so much problems pending and everything, but we are still sort of pressurising him about the oversea trip and stuff.
haha~ but we don't know.and honestly i realized that we ain't as 'close' as i thought we are. its like we are just his
cca mates and nothing more. maybe better than the other people in the society but not that much better also. maybe just him being a
korean makes me feel like '
woah i want to be good friends with him' and because he treats everyone equally nice and stuffs. bah.
so its time to drop my own paradigm and shift it. But the obviously-not-that close relationship makes it hard for me to go like tell him: hey we are friends so you can talk to us if you need it
kays? Its like, for me at least, he got his own best friends whom he feels safe enough to go talk to and blah blah blah. We're more of the see-and-say-hi friends. In my own views at least. normal friends! just normal friends. maybe even worst then
zx, sad to say.
and i feel so bad over the wallet thing.
blackie! it wasn't intentional! it was coincidence that me and
yx wanted to change our faulty wallet and just nice the price was for 3. coincidence! nothing more. and our taste is very similar, you know that right? ^^
gah its weird how i can still be affected by friendship stuffs when i have so much blessed friends.
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i'm trying my hardest to study now so that when i can be successful you can be proud of me and stuff.
hahah~ best present i can give after your years of nurturing and brain-washing. *chuckles*
was walking in with
yx to
KLP Starbucks when all the
YOG thing was up and empty. Made tons of jokes out of everything and got myself super hyper. Suddenly everything was a joke to me.
hahah~
didn't study much today. felt slightly guilty. only finish differentiation(about 11
qns and i skipped like 5 or 6
qns?) and international trade revision. I suck. bah.
but i feel so studious.
hahah~ studying everyday with girlfriends and actually manage to complete something. what an accomplishment for me *give a pat on the head*
going to study again
tmr!
hee no more slacking for me. don't want to see S's disapproving face and telling us that she is disappointed blah blah blah.
gah. Ms Hon too. T.T
I want to go BALI/
BINTAN with favourite people! *rub hands in glee* will spam pictures like there is no tomorrow and to do that i need to get better scores! *.*
should i go to the prom? @.@