My vintage dream

I want a poloroid.

not the fujifilm instax camera type of poloroid. but the real poloroid brand awesome vintage poloroid. thats give the fantastic vintage quality pictures.

something like this..

BUT this is even better...

i want! ughh so tempted to get the 19 bucks one. but it only ships within US. -.- i want to go to the European countries almost solely for this reason. to go to those thrift and hunt for these babies. hahha. kidding. definitely not going to miss out the museums and the scenic places. :p if i get to go that is.

but this, is a different question.

after shipping to Singapore the total is like 40bucks! advanced birthday donations anyone? hahhaa.

okay ard 40USD. that will totaled to ard 50SGD. still affordable. ughh i shall go teach tuition HAHHA :p

and those beautiful typewriters. wouldnt it be awesome if you received letters typed using the typewriter? :/ my house used to have it. but mom said my aunt took it away. hahhaa. supposed to be hers in the first place. blarhhh. jealous. so tempted to call her and ask if i can have it. hahaa.

oh gosh so much desires and so little money. and all the overseas plans. i am so dead. dead dead dead

le temps

Two papers down. two more to go. 5 days later.

Bio, well, okay i guess. filled in stuff for three-quarter of the blanks and gave the rest of the marks back to the marker. hahaa. stared at some alien question for like 45min before time's up. ughh. Some stupid question that i swear that i have never see before and i swear i will never ever be able to answer even if you give me one million years. -.-

so, yeah. Organic chem on friday and i act like i am fully prepared for it by not doing any revision when in reality i haven even touched it. ughh. going to die so badly. only redemption is tmr where i have to give a fluckery to organic chem and memorise every single shitty equations and mechanism there is.

good luck to me. i decided to push laundry to friday. after chem. cause i am too freaking lazy to go do laundry. basket is filled. but, aiya! lazy la.

anyway, was at JP just now. met up with Chongjy to listen to story and to help her with her card. i feel so smart when i am with her. for some reason. like everything i think is commonsense is like, wahhh miracle to her. hahha. in a nice way.

pris came along and we ate KFC! damm happy. cause its the 10000 fans special promotion. eat until i want to die. :D

on a side note. look at my awesome new watch.

looks expensive and awesome. and only for 10bucks. i bought on a whim. but i love it. whee~

okay back to attempts at studying :(

la mort

Just ended my first paper of the sem and i felt like i died. not yet rebirth.

first time concluding a paper with 'oh man this is the worst paper ever'. in the past no matter how badly i know i have done, i never conclude a paper with such a conclusion. even knowing that its due to me not studying hard enough and not preparing myself enough, i never conclude anything like this.

so tired from one paper. what am i supposed to do for the rest?

arghh so pessimistic. i dont like the me now :(

my happily ever after

i am seriously addicted to Tangled.

been watching it like almost everyday and smiling to myself like a idiot. -.- but its soo funny! hahha.

okay i am just bored. muahahahaa

so much for my happy ending

still c'est la vie

finished tidying all my notes and tutorials. cleaned up my already quite clean table. ^^

time for report. ughh. two more! before good riddance.

whee~!

i want pizza (c.'')

c'est la vie

Laziness forbids me to get food for myself.

so i am quite hungry now. hahha. due to no food intake since 11 in the morning. when i woke up.

*deep sigh*

amazing how my body adapts to the demands of laziness so easily. :/ when my roomie came back with super aromatic food i thought i will be tempted enough to go get food. apparently laziness won the battle.

and i dont feel like eating oreo, not pringles, nor instant noodles. the pathetic food available in my cupboard.

so waiting for dinner time. muahahaa

meanwhile i am attempting to be hardworking and study #likeafinally

but being the idiot i am, i started doing tutorials first. with no pior in depth knowledge of wadever i am doing.

roll eyes

back to mugging. 3 more weeks! i can do it! ughhh

I shouldn't

do those things that i am tempted to do. nor the things i reasoned to be perfectly okay but in actual fact has not.

and start doing things i know i should be doing but not. and thinking about stuff i should be but not. and plan for whatever crap that is coming my way.

Its a must avoid thing. will avoid thing.

On a happier side note. dad says he will buy my the camera. THE camera. canon 600d.

with a cool-ass swivel screen. perfect for camwhoring. IF i am not lazy to bring it out. and IF i get it. Lots of IF. but eventually i will. just a matter of who is paying for it only. muahaha

this is by far the happiest thing i had this month.

on a further side note. i realized that, some people, you really have to interact with them to know the personality and mindset and stuffs like that. because just on the surface, the water is calm. and on the surface, you only see a shard of the iceberg.

fine not some. everybody i guess

okay not just realized, we all know it. its just, when you truly experience it will you fully understand what it means.

hmm

plus a side side note. i think too much. way too much. like, if thought can be seen mine will be a jumble of tangled wires and threads and various rubbish. I credit that to my vivid imagination. Assuming that the old saying of people who read have alot of imagination, i blame my love for reading. love for reading nonsense books. books purely for entertainment. hahha. cjy will know. :p

trying to convert myself to reading books with more nutrition. but then again, majority of people love food that contains little nutrition, and food that are good usually have minimum amount of nutrition, its really hard for me to convert. blah

fiction books are B O R I N G. i read because i am bored. why would i want to further bored myself by reading boring books? detective and murder books are way more interesting.

this is random, but i want to meet James Patterson. and get him, by some way or another, to give me the whole collection of books he ever wrote. I love him. and Enid Blyton. and always Rowling. and Ronald Dahl. and Lemony Snicket. Huge deviation i know, but, yeah. ^^

Favourite authors.

i am rambling on. 2 more weeks! to i have no idea hell or heaven. hell maybe. heaven was and never will be an option.

Therapeutic

When in doubt, always turn to bath-food-bed therapy.

take a shower. eat something. lie in the bed. throw in awesome classical. its, immediate calming.

after therapy? read manga. or a book. or watch your favourite shows. or movie. etc.

off to world of skipbeat.

before sinking into spectroscopy again.

blerhhh

i am bored out of my mind.

with lab reports. with exams. with hell level of things to remember. with every single thing.

cant stand it anymore. i need like, a break. but to do that is crazy. when i have barely been doing anything. like studying for exams. which is in 2 weeks time. and i got shitload of stuff to catch up. but i am still dilly dallying. thinking i still got time. thinking i will be lucky. thinking i can make it. thinking nothing will go that wrong.

i will murder myself one day

Dear lab reports

FUCK YOU!

to the deepest pit of hell! if there is!

submitted two bastards up. now two more left.

seriously. i feel like screaming swear words at the stupid idiot who thought up of lab reports for US to do.

to that idiot, whoever you are, _|_

cbcbb

and i am not swearing. those are my grades. A lvl grades. why? not happy ah? cbcbb

anywayy

nowadays all the blogshops like launching coloured blazer and selling them like wahh its a new and fanciful concept wahh special wahhh super AA kind wahhh

but way back in April when i went Korea, coloured blazer are like a norm there already, and people are wearing it at a frequency like how you would wear shorts in SG. and those huge retail shops had racks of super nice coloured blazers. and the colour is really nice. quality is awesome too.

so that time i was like thinking to myself, eh i think i told my friend too, that sooner or later coloured blazers trend will go into SG and people will start wearing it out. and think that they are at the top of fashion. blerhh. you like a slow only.

if the blazers fitted me i would have bought it. but sadly the shoulders are super small. :( Korean girls are really petite ahh.

hahha random post. been thinking about this for a long time. just felt that SG's fashion, really, need to work harder. haiz.

by the wayy

WOOHOO MAMBO JAMBO

^^

93-ing

i just finished a 'dinner' consisting of pineapple tarts and danish butter biscuits. the pineapple tarts had been there since hari raya. untouched. and the butter cookies since my birthday.

this just goes to shows how much i hate biscuits. okay not exactly hate, but given a choice i wont eat them. oh well i like pineapple tarts. but only those in a ball type. the type i just ate are those that have the pineapple jam exposed sitting on the tart.

ughh. thank god for the green tea. if not i seriously cant survive.

oh to the main point as to why i am eating biscuits for dinner. it because i forgot to bring my wallet out. like how retarded can i get? and if one day, fine. absent minded. but for 2 days straight. so now i owe jy 77bucks. HAHHA

after buying denim shorts earpiece food starbucks and more food. man.

OH my awesome earpiece from my brother spoilt. i am damm upset. :( that ear piece was awesome. the new one i got, well, lets just say i need time to get use to it. hahha.

ughh i am still hungry. should i cook mee goreng again? ("-)

yeah i should. hahha :D

My dear stomach

is giving me problems.

okay. not exactly the stomach's fault. my brain i guess?

last few days i had minimal food intake. there was days where i had one meal, which is usually dinner. or only had small tidbits before eating supper. like, curry puff in the late afternoon. then nothing till midnight where i will eat instant noodles.

or i will just not eat. reason being i had no appetite. no idea what happen. someone who will feel hungry when she looks at food has absolutely no appetite. like, i am hungry, and i am looking at food, but just dont feel like eating. so i will starve through the day until i will force myself to eat something. if not i scare got gastric. hahaa.

aigoo. until yesterday when i was eating dinner with my friend (first proper meal of the day. before that the only thing i had was a sausage hahahaa) she said i might be too stressed. and come to think of it, it is highly plausible. like exams are coming but i am not doing anything except for lab reports lab reports and lab reports. haiz.

but i think my appetite is back! HAHAHAAA i am so happy. i think its because i finally handed in my micelles lab report, which is the culprit for making me all strung up. absolutely no idea what i was doing. its random doing till the point that everything i typed inside that stupid report sounded credible but is entirely from my imagination. hahhaa. die already.

and i checked my turnitin stats. the plagarism percentage was 25%. i checked and mostly is because of the 're-phrasing' from the notes. hahaa. aiya wadever. i am damm relieved that its not more that 50%. super scared. chiong all the way into the school e-learning ac to check. muahahaa

okay i am in a super good mood now. just finished a awesome packet of Ibumie Always mee goreng. why is something so awesome so little? hahaa. but the quantity perfect for supper la. not too much but just nice to fill my belly.

happy happy. now off to sleep woohoo! #pig