Stars. luminous cosmic body.

How do i shine among the stars?

*White Dwarf Stars in the milky way

Today the principal was giving some crap talk about how we should work hard for As, and went on to show us the horrendous local university admission criteria.

As if i am not stressed enough already. I was thinking to myself this morning about how i can pull my chem and bio grades, , which are sinking at the U grade now, to at least a D by BT2.

Sound impossible. i totally agree.

and i am thinking of retaining, but i do not have the courage to do so. It will mean giving up everything i have now and restarting all over again, and i cannot promise myself to really work hard for the repeating year, blah blah.

All the thoughts i have now are not exactly comforting. but i guess they are what i need to pave my pathway to A levels. And to get into the Science Faculty.

So first thing first, to change my mindset, of always thinking that external stress will only make me collapse and give up, because i do not have the initiative to stress myself.

gah i sound so promising. Oh for A level i will work hard. exactly the same before O. And see what comes out? gah.

And, i am supposed to be doing GP now. What are our beliefs about science and technology? bloody hell. 500 words. And my GP teacher is a 'smart' 'genius' 'happy', go decipher. It very easy. oh i absolutely 'adores' him.

By the way, i got a B for PW. no A in S12. fabulous. wonderful. If you are a O student and thinking of coming SA. i will, gently remind you that, some things are not what they seems to be. yeah, maybe it looks perfect. but the pretty facade will fade almost immediately after you gain more understanding and familiarity with it.

If you can see, my language in posting is getting more and more 'formal'. IN the sense that i try to use less short-form and play around slightly with words. So PLEASE correct me in any mistake. I need to improve my GP. Partly because i want it to improve, and partly because i want to shove my A graded A level result (a photocopied one) up the stupid idiotic gay mutt's backside, before stuffing his disgusting face down the rubbish bin and slamming the lid.

Just the thought of it makes me feel good. Alrightly then, off to my GP! ^^

GAH!

Got back most of my results, Just have to say how proud i am of myself. Can't understand why i am so smart. sigh. some people just gets it all i guess?

10 more weeks to BT2! I promised to chiong and pia. definitely not going to get the same results as BT1. MUST NOT.

blogging for the sake of blogging. 'cause there really isn't much stuff to talk about.


OH. would your just, for god sake, think about US for a minute? everything is about you you you and you. we've mentioned it so many times and what your do is to dismiss it. How would U feel if we do this to you? Can't you be more considerate? One and a half years and we said nothing. So you became complacent and only knows how to think about yourself? please! If we do anything in the future don't blame us. U, the both of you, forced us to. It for the sake of our friendship that we said nothing in front of your. so for THE SAKE of our friendship let us have our way once, can't you do it? U act like the most selfish person in the world. and still dare to say that we are best friends. YOU are NOT behaving like a best friend. More like a self-centered spoilt kid. 'cause all you kn0w how to say is me me me me me me and me.

This is for yx. Ur tm dream. hahaa.

Got back chem for BT1. as expected, a big fat U. 20% nia. I am so bloody proud of myself. Bio MCQ got 19/30. considered lousy bah. Not expecting anything, and prepared to go to the extra remedial lessons le. >.<

Getting back results is awful. Going for Mr Pampers lessons is awful too. New topics are irritating and mind-draining. haha actually they are just difficult.

I think i will be super grateful if some mad guy just runs down the street and shoot me in the brain. Then i can die immediately without any pain (i think, can't be the heart right) but my organs still can be donated. provided that they are healthy, which i sincerely doubt so. hee.

Haiz. so tired that i think i will be fainting anytime (just kidding) I swear! promise! cross fingers that i will definitely sleep by 10pm today.

Off to watch dramas! kekes. ^^