Friday, October 30, 2009

=.=

Give me a diao-ed face.


I m too tired to think of anything else le. Friends, family, morning, blah. I m so pathetic. And tmr is Halloween, i tink. Maybe i should go out and scare some ppl. And yet i have promised myself that i will hav a happy blog. =.= I dun wanna complain when i know that they are not intentional. But i cant help, seriously, why m i the only one who is so free? And yet when i m free, and others are busy, they are envious of me because i m 'carefree' and worry about nothing, but i m complaining dat i have nothing to do. damm.

And when i say i wanna get out of the house, i wake up and i m too lazy to move. i know i shloud start mugging but i jus dun feeling like touching my notes. i know i should practise my script for OP but i dun feel like it. i wan to sleep but i will get dizzy if i get too much of it.

Argh, 2009 is a really really bad year for me.

yeah i know we would have some time spent together after everything end but what i really need is now. yeah i know dat ur want it too, even more than me and ur could rightfully say that i m a super inconsiderate and selfish person. yeah.

damm, i should go and get my phone fixed.


P.S

went to watch Sister's keeper with qx jy sy c n g. Touching. But didnt actually cry. =P i have grown quite hard hearted. hehee. But it was gd going out wif them. ^^

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Puiwee

Happy Delighted wadever.

Great improvement in PW wors. Excellent makeover frm kampong buangkok to kampong spirit. so its true that once we knew what we are going to do everything became simpler.

whee~ 3more days to end of WR.

argh. 3 more days to start of OP.

=.=




别问我,因为我也不知道为什么

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Its a rainy raining day!

Wish I was outside.

as boring as ever. lolling over PW and irritated at the guy beside me who is emitting suppressed laughters that exist in the form of heavier breathing. damm him.

New books everyday! i m so entertained now. whee~

and i want my phone fixed asap so i'll have to go to wisma. anyone nice enough to pei me go?

oh, i hurt my right 4th finger during pe today. its is super painful and i can bend it. damm. cant write properly. but pe today was fun. seriously fun. ^^

i noe i shld be the one doing all the talking and engaging and trying to fit. i realized this yr dat i m a super introvert person. much unlike wad i thought i was. =.= maybe only wif them my 'talk gene' and 'high gene' is expressed. so serve myself right when no one noticed. ^^

SIGH~

happy day yesterday wif xiaoxiao. whee~ thanks for pei-ing me. pasta was gooddd.

lets go out on sun~ miss ya.

Monday, October 19, 2009

DIGILAND!

GRP 7 OUTING!

tiring day. shall hav a brief one.

destination 1> the zoo. alighted at some ulu bus stop and took back to Jurong east mrt. went to IMM for food. pepper lunch was good! whee~ lost my wallet but found it again. happy happy ^^

destination 2> Snow city!

its was freaking horrendously ultimately cold inside dat stupid place! damm! -7.9 degree! we were like playing 'snow' fight and our faces went all frozen and numb from the 'snow'. it was plain torture to ourselves. we went in and out like 3 times to thaw. but the slope thing is seriously fun! we like lied on the tire rather than sitting on it and the whole thing jus went the slope like damm fast. cool! but cant stay in there too long, u will become the 1st person in Singapore to get frost bites. sound really contradicting but its true, our toes/chin/hands went numb and abit hard. muahahaa~ lucy got it the worst cus we threw 'snow' at his face, some of it went into his jacket blah.

went to sci center nxt. cheat my money lor! walao! half of the exhibits were spoilt and so we cant okay wif it! ugh. but it was rather huge. i didnt noe dat it was so big. muahaa. got chased out before we could finish cus the center was closing.

chilled at the library before gng home. wah. long and tiring day. but very fun. ^^ nxt time its crashing of lucy's hse. whee~!


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Gerald's 17th celebration@ fish n co.

was not as high as my one. HAHAHA. dunno why, maybe because we are too far away from each other n stuffs. and the waiting for Nevin took some of the energy from everyone out. but overall it was still fun to see Gerald being forced to stand on the chair and hold the sparkler while the staffs shouted out the cheer. he look very embarrassed. muahahaa! polished off the cake wif a few round of 终结密码. yx n rl left (take mrt de) n we chilled out at the seats of Starbucks. talked abt random things before gng home.

thanks bryan delvis detian hewei nevin ruiling jiaying xiaohui yixin huiying for coming!

uploading pictures tmr? hahaa. i still got the video of bryan dancing 撑腰. haven got the time to upload. its so freaking long. ugh.


oh, and i wan potluck@ hewei's ! sounds super fun! ^^

Friday, October 16, 2009

Judgment Day!

16 Oct.

wah~ i scraped through like siao mans. passing rank pt was 35, and i really really jus managed to cross the border. ugh

But i do wan 09S12 to stay 27! its will never be the same without any of us. i went through it once and it felt really weird for me.

but i m worried for myself. later they tell me dat i cant pass ah, i m so freaking dead. =,=


today the awfully choco founder came to give a speech. quite funny, and rouses my appetite for choco. shall go find it and hav a try at their ice cream. wah, sound so tempting. premium ice cream ley~

kay i m toking crap. tmr will be a fun day! spamming pictures. ^^

Thursday, October 15, 2009

PHOTOG OUTING IS LOVED!

its was so damm freaking absolutely fun! okay i admit i didnt really took alot of pics. hahaa~ but there are alot of pics of me! i was so emotionally high dat i jus laughed at took pics wif all the gals! whee!!

oh, its at marina barrage. hahaa. some things that was displeasing here and there but overall it was very very very fun! hahaa! spam grp pics like siao. go fb and look at all the pics of me. i m amazed at the amt of pics. ^^

more outings more outings more outings!!

yep although the photog ppl cant see. hahaa!


p.s. Marina Barrage was very nice! windy and very hot, but got great scenery and it got better near the evening. shld go there nxt time for wadever stuff. picnic? ^^ and can fly kite there!! woah~!

p.s.s and u ver shuai today #^.^#

Monday, October 12, 2009

New week

WR was a totally failure. Big Angry RED words greet u. Ur heart immediately sinks. moving ur unwilling hand, u scroll down and many many comments waved. ugh.

wad shld i type? like nth happen ley.

SAT went to Suntec wif mom to shop. happy happy becus i got 2 shirts which are damm nice and my type. plus 2 pants. heh. wanted to get more de, but the 4 clothing costs like 100 plus le. felt damm guilty. hah. had a great time walking ard wif mom. den chiong to KLP to find my pile of ppl. Gd haul. did some integration before gng home. went to grandmom hse for the weekly gathering. The hokkien prawn noodles my uncle cooked was pretty gd. hahaa~

SUN woke up late late late. got myself a fabulous breakfast and went down to KLP (again). did a little bit of work. den went to SAFRA@ gnw for grandmom birthday meal. WAH. nice restaurant. they ordered a special room for the gathering. nice view. a swimming pool right underneath. hahaa~ no pretty gals though. =P

the food was good. got sharkfin- i had one small tiny bowl. wanted another but felt quite guilty. hahaa! den there was the karaoke, had a great time overall. best part was when my 2 uncle sang [xiaowei] for my youngest cousin. walao, one nice song become a rock song. cus they were singing so loudly. fun time overall. i like this kinda of gathering. ^^

SO.

sch started. eh. nth special nor fun not fabulous to tok abt. sch is boring. haiz.

but got some funny bits here and there lar. today there was an announcement that called out one person frm each J2 classes. didnt hear wad it was for. then the announcer called out zhongzi. but he pronounce it as zhong4zi3. aka rice dumpling. the whole sch laughed when it came out. i wanted not to laugh. out of respect to my ex-nco mah. but cant stand it ah. so laughed out after all.

seriously. rice dumpling. hahaa!!! ;D





and i guess i haven said my apologies for everything? *.*

Sincerely, heartfully, sorry. for the things resulting frm my
insensitivity, inconsiderate behaviour.

to qx c jy
g sy. and s.h.i.t.




saw this phrase on the poster in the toilet. : Love me when i least deserved it, as it is when i needed it most.

Suitability 100%. and kind ppl that surrounds me had always given me the love when i needed it most, however unworthy.



i saw that look. straight determined 12 o clock. telling me that everything have to got to end. but the wondrous thing is that i cant seems to stop turning toward the 2 o clock direction. wad a failure.


and 16oct. the day i die. sigh. tell me to RIP. (where i get all my results back. stupid sch)


forced to. peer pressure. yx, now i understand.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

This is going to be a happy blog. with happy stuffs and good contents.

no more moments of impulse and fits of anger. it comes and goes fast anyway. hah.

oh, and Mr Gn is funny, so is Mr Chua. I m growing to like PW more. although its still as torturous as ever.

chewed off another book today. i m such a good reader. gonna take off wif more books tmr. ^^

and tanjin's blog is funny. full of crap. great for bad moods.

and i dun tink i could ever succeed in giving up. haiz. ^^


i cant help but smile, for the sight of u makes me swell with happiness.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

PW mania

PW WEEK!

Jus torturous. Fancy facing PW all day till 3 plus. UGH. luckily Gn was nice and let us go early today. or else i would hav died of brain juice drain.

went to relax after sch break. didnt really wanna go home and end up thinking all the stuffs again. I would rather deceive myself and think that everything is all right then face that kinda of situation again. yep, be an ostrich with the head in the sand dump.

and i think i m too emotionally strung up liao. but still, pretty disappointed that they literally refused all my invites. yeh not really their fault, they had their own world to live in and cant possibly devote all their time to me, especially since they hav all their own probs. so, yeah.

3 more days of intensive PW. Ugh.

Oh, and THANKS jieying qinxin chelsea for the cookie! its was real nice. and huge too. chocolately. like like like. ^^


all my hair is so gonna drop off by the end of this week. rawr.

Friday, October 2, 2009

WIShLIST

I wan go ION I wan go tamp1 I wan go zoo I wan go k-one I
wan go ecp I wan go eat yukiyaki I wan finish d-gray I wan spam
anime
I wan spam hongkong series