went for my Basic theory test today with minimal studying and little confidence. Part of me was hoping i can get through it by luck I guess. But really didnt realised that it was here already. sighh
not so much as disappointed but more of annoyance. Because partly of having to re-apply and pay more money, and partly because I will have to go back down again. When school term has started. From Boonlay to Eunos! Bloody far. And I might have to sacrifice one of my lessons. Annoyed. Even more so when its just one more mark. One more bleeding mark and i could have save all those trouble. Gahhh. Annoyed.
Butt. I didnt study for it. Even with brother saying that I should look through and all the emptied promises of studying for it. Sigh. When will I ever learn.
Also pretty much annoyed at myself for having all the nonsensical emotions when I knew of something. Its of so little significance and yet the thoughts I had, I dislike them. Guess it will be awhile before I really adhere to the 强求没有幸福 theory. mehh
Life is so boring now. Because I am too lazy to go carved out something for myself. All I did was to envy and wonder why I dont have such lucks. But its the effort behind that I didnt see and didnt bother to try.
Got hall. Romming with a very easygoing person. I really hope that Yr2 will be a wonderful and much more enjoyable one.
And THY, please study okay?