last few papers but everyone feeling down and discouraged. but lets add more oil and finish the marathon off! i'm so looking forward to the partying and money earning. $,$ we can do it! ^^ muacks.

AHHH my life is so fantastic.



Econs is over. if i pass, its mircale. Math is, woah. paper 1 is, woah. If i can even pass, its supreme mircale. Chem is equally, gosh, speehless. hahah, i supposed it because i didn't really touch chem? *guilty* Bio, sighh.


ahh personal taste is nice. beginning to like leeminho all over again. ahh the ideal boyfriend, his character. pity, such types are called, erm, black emerald. meaning impossible to have. heee


i'm so deprived. of life. (glum)

gah my brother is scary.

million times worse than mom and dad. its like having a third parent with some assumed authority. and intends to use it fully.

aww my life. =.=

Prelims in, eh, 3 more days. I'm super unprepared. i think. blah. didn't practise chem paper 3 at all. going to do some over the weekend. and bio oh-gosh planning. bah. Somebody kill me. let me be reincarnated as Geunsuk's stylist. Or Hongki's.








argh i'm so stressed now. stupid brother. see? see mido? mido is equally stressed. bah. annoyed at everything. so mido is now a cross, grouchy piece of rice. protesting against the stress somemore. gah.














totally in love with 사랑사랑사랑. How can anyone sing a song so beautifully? Oh my hongki love. if geunsuk is less close to uh-yeah i will love him more but nvm i'm not yet that prejudice against yet so still my forever love haha *goosebumps all over*

AIM for prelims. Usssss. hahah~~



이제는 good bye good bye good bye

I can't upload pictures. Blogger sucks.


I wanted to upload pictures of my awesome present from my brother. haha~

after very very long...

JANG-JANG!

hahaha. handmade present box (the curved in side) and earpiece as present! awesome brother! haha thank you so much! Brand is Sennheiser. Sounds expensive. ^^v 9 (abit blurred cause i magnified it muahahaah)

So happy with the unexpected present. hahah.

BUT! its full of my brother's hope in me! gah! what, worried with my lousy results (haha i pasted it at my table). =.= stressed. bah.

GAH. I finished pasting stickers to my chemistry today. shall attack it tmr? Oh gosh and there is still inorganic. gah inorg GTH!!

and i promised. to forget.

Blah Blah Black Sheep can't go home.

Sigh i should be studying. 2 more days to GP and my everything still sucks. =.= Stress does not seems to follow me home. Its stays outside like a watchdog and only comes to me when i'm outside. *bash myself*

its pretty lame as to why i'm still putting new post up when i know that no one is reading, erm okay la only me. (v.v) but its really like writing out stuffs of my life. reading all my old entries last night and grinning over how ridiculous my old typing style was, how much joy my old friends brought, and are still delivering. bah. can't imagine what my life will be without them. hee love love.

today me chelsea and qinxin was eating awesome food when the topic was raised. bah and i thought they have already forgotten. haha please please forget! I know its impossible and stupid and puke-inducing so yeah forget! *inception* hahah~ but seriously i was so tempted today, and i allowed myself some indulgence before coming to my senses. Marvelled over how much activity there was, thought it was a hermit initially hahaa see i suck. -o('.')o- i promised and promise! never again! d(~.~)b

and my stupid earphone is spoilt! stupid stupid stupid! Its only less than half a years old! stupid china goods. screw to the good quality as mentioned in econs csq. truly lousy stuffs, screw. and my not awesome fringe is irritating, itchy and messy! gah! my life is in a crisis. actually not. bah.

i have a awesome life! parody! its like the calm before the super storm. and i'm still idling. gosh gosh gosh gosh kill meee. Jc life may seems to be incredibly cool, however in actual fact it is awful beyond words. Other than the immerse workload, the stress that teachers place on students by pointing fingers at the Us and telling students that they woud'nt be able to get good grades for their major exams, they also show support by having very little faith in students. They question students for their lousy results, but to think again, the fundamental problem is essentially at the budding stage where bad performing teachers and a constantly changing environment that causes a bad starting, which hence forms a rocky base in which students have to build upon.

Bah i'm stuck in GP. does the above argument stands? maybe not. who cares. we only have like 1 more month with the awesome teachers? yeah. life is not a bed of roses,

awesome is loved.

WHEE its abit late but still HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! ♥♥

in my terms actually its like just nice. =.=


MANY LOVE AND THANKS TO::

(not in any order)

jieying qinxin chelsea germain cindy serene sophie lidu for the awesome card! hahah~ ♥

lynn pearlyn zexun hosung for the two fantastic book and the bag! the bag is soo nice ♥

pearlyn for your card which made me smile like a crazy idiot ♥

yunting for the pretty post-it tsk make me run like mad to go get it naughty! ♥

the many others for the wishes on fb and phone!

and last but definitely never will be least, ♥shitty for the vunderful outing! haha i will refrain from harkow and siewmai for 2 weeks. but after As and stuff lets go again! i want to gorge myself to death. kidding. hehehe.

oh yeah and awesome me who went to bought the cake myself and lunged it home for my awesome mouth to eat. muahahahaa! *smug*


and my superb mummy and daddy for everything for the 18 years




THANKS FOR THE WONDERFUL 18TH! `*\(^^)/*`


and oh belated love to 근석♥

I am feeling quite bad now. after reading and knowing that he got so much problems pending and everything, but we are still sort of pressurising him about the oversea trip and stuff. haha~ but we don't know.and honestly i realized that we ain't as 'close' as i thought we are. its like we are just his cca mates and nothing more. maybe better than the other people in the society but not that much better also. maybe just him being a korean makes me feel like 'woah i want to be good friends with him' and because he treats everyone equally nice and stuffs. bah.

so its time to drop my own paradigm and shift it. But the obviously-not-that close relationship makes it hard for me to go like tell him: hey we are friends so you can talk to us if you need it kays? Its like, for me at least, he got his own best friends whom he feels safe enough to go talk to and blah blah blah. We're more of the see-and-say-hi friends. In my own views at least. normal friends! just normal friends. maybe even worst then zx, sad to say.

and i feel so bad over the wallet thing. blackie! it wasn't intentional! it was coincidence that me and yx wanted to change our faulty wallet and just nice the price was for 3. coincidence! nothing more. and our taste is very similar, you know that right? ^^

gah its weird how i can still be affected by friendship stuffs when i have so much blessed friends.

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OH HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!

i'm trying my hardest to study now so that when i can be successful you can be proud of me and stuff. hahah~ best present i can give after your years of nurturing and brain-washing. *chuckles*

was walking in with yx to KLP Starbucks when all the YOG thing was up and empty. Made tons of jokes out of everything and got myself super hyper. Suddenly everything was a joke to me. hahah~

didn't study much today. felt slightly guilty. only finish differentiation(about 11 qns and i skipped like 5 or 6 qns?) and international trade revision. I suck. bah.

but i feel so studious. hahah~ studying everyday with girlfriends and actually manage to complete something. what an accomplishment for me *give a pat on the head*

going to study again tmr! hee no more slacking for me. don't want to see S's disapproving face and telling us that she is disappointed blah blah blah. gah. Ms Hon too. T.T


I want to go BALI/BINTAN with favourite people! *rub hands in glee* will spam pictures like there is no tomorrow and to do that i need to get better scores! *.*


should i go to the prom? @.@

MAUAHAHAHAAHAHAAAA!!


I watched Inception!! ^^v So happy. It was good! As good as what others said. HEE. The leads inside are all pretty good looking somemore. hahaa main point main point. It wasn't as hard to understand as expected, and it was really cool! haha i seem to be repeating what others may have said. but the so-called class outing was sort of disastrous since everyone pretty much still went their own way. HAHA i failed to get a class photo. =.= have to settle for the few pathetic class pictures i have for the CG video. *somebody kill~ me!!*

BT2 results are finally all out. did some calculation and i think that my rank points are 20. I think. HAHA what a 'drastic' improvement from the previous 6.25. Thanks to the lucky guesses in GP and the amazing-i-actually-passed biology which gave me erm, 5 rp? Bio rocks. I amaze myself by actually dropping the U grade and move up, ehh by 1 but still! achievement okay! \(^v^)/


argh trying to accomplish something eveyday but it is hard! GAH. if i can actually get better grades in prelim it will be by some miracle. T.T but i have to try right? boohoo.

off to trying=to accomplish something. Chao~ @.@

My brother has been real nice since his enlistment. After reflecting on it when i read his 'reflection'. I supposed that being by yourself do make people change? In anyway, i am grateful and happy. ^^

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Speaking of which, GP result is finally out. Our teacher showed us the top scorers for Paper 1&2. Imagine my amazement when my name was shown for paper 2. Its almost a combination of surprise and truly just amazement (with all the jaw slacking and incapability of speech for a moment). WOW. Seriously. Just pure luck that i crap the points out and the marker was nice enough to give me marks for it. My summary! 5/8! WTH! Its like, my highest ever i think. Still amaze at how lucky i was. Told Moses about it when he ask for my marks and he said that 'NOTHING IS BY LUCK! your hard work is finally paying off! " I totally LOLed over his agitation, caps some more. I didn't even put in any actual 'hard work' lor. =.=

Nevertheless, `*\(^^)/*' . I was still thinking that my compre would be super lousy since i don't understand the passage at all and was simply crapping through. HAHA. Pearlyn's method do work, i suppose. Her answer to how she got good marks in the past was always:" Oh i crap through the whole paper!" #.# So crapping does help huh. ^0^

If i really do put in hard work, would my results be better? i wonder.

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Went celebrating YX's birthday yesterday. Ate at SkySky as how JY calls it. gwap at how the 3 can eat. Man, their stomach is elastic and bottomless. Esp XH. After almost 3 hours of eating, she is still cooking new stuffs and calmly eating more. I gave up after eating for 1hr i guess? haha~ i am a lousy buffet eater. But it was great talking with them, making jokes and laughing at the bunch of funny people sitting behind us.

Good friends makes time flies. Best of friends makes time non-existence.


Took lots of photos which i guess would be uploaded to FB soon. hee.

YAYEEEEE



BT2 is over. Somewhat a tiny little bit more confident as compared to BT1. at least i tried to study. haha~



Still, the questions are still disgusting and eww. People who set these questions are inhuman. No pity at students at all. haaa~ Still, have to continue to study and study and memorise and blah blah, standard answers of the stupid clever people who goes on tv due to their excellent results. They are stupid because they are clever. HAHA~ i'm retarded.

Went back to Chung Cheng for POP 10. Our Sec2s are passing out! haha~. Sec2s during our time la. 人家现在都sec 4 要去O Lvl liao. Time really flies. And it feels real weird to see the sec 3s (sec1 in our time) to take over. HAHA.

Met LamYarn first and she got scared by our very loud greetings. And the first question we asked: " Where is the toilet?!" haha. her expression was really funny.

Then walked around like idiots trying to find the sec4s. Idle around waiting for the parade to start. had a great time chatting with Mr So who still owe us a box of 老婆饼. Laughed at all the silly stuff and made tons of silly stuff ourselves. It was good seeing all the squad people for after so long. Stayed till really late (boy how reminiscing it is) before walking out for dinner. Gee it was tiring.

But still, congratz to the Sec4s for enduring the CL period and finally passing out(faint).*snigger*

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Went shopping with qx&jy today and they had a realy fruitful shopping trip. *mad laughters* qx bought a packet of fishes *quoting her* and jy got a small bag/clutch wadever you want to call it. How fruitful! haha~ I love my camera design photos album. Whee going to load it with pictures of my favourite people.

super tired now. walked for 5 plus almost 6 hours. tomorow is homework day! gah~

GAH!

[X] GP
[X] Chem P3
[X] Econs
[X] Math P1
[X] Bio P1.2
[X] Chem P2
[X] Math P2
[X] Chem P1
[ ] Bio P3

1 more paper to go. TMR TMR TMR!!!

Ah crap i want to go to Pixar Exhibition.

So i was thinking to myself during early June: hmm when can i go? Then weeks of 'slacking' cum 'studying' took its toll and i forgot about the exhibition. When i finally remember it, there is like 3 more days left to the end of the exhibition.

Gah. And it cost $20 bucks to enter.

WHY? why is there no student prices? I'm like so broke. Its like dumping salt on my wound. I want to go... T.T (bawls uncontrollably)

And studying sucks. I think i studied for the 3 weeks but almost nothing went inside. *sobs* Bye BT2. I am so going to fail this one again. Sigh. But vector is fun, at least till the part where i can get correct answers. gah.

Its so much better to watch handsome guys and gawp over them. Or funny variety shows that make time flies. At least i get entertained. Or i get to see my current craze.

HE IS SO CUTE!!! *do little jumps and skips around the room*

TADA! haha~~

and so suave too..

and yeah i supposed its slightly cliche for me to say that i like him now? since he has benn out in the showbiz for so long. haha but i am so off the 'trendy' world, don't know where to get songs, no idea where to look for info for them blah blah blah and really not much interest since they almost look the same. (korean stars i mean) Till i watched 'He's beautiful'. That show is a must watch! Go! Go and find some goody website that has good webmasters who upload dramas for poor people like me! haha~

and well its truly the first time for me to be infatuated with celebrities. He is the first. My first. hee sounds wrong but who cares. he is cute! Muacks!

And Oh 3 more days to hell. chem and econs on mon. the bio and math on wed.

Life sucks...

NOT! ^^ ♥

HELLO JUNE!

What a pleasant surprise to see you so soon. I thought i will only see you in like, 2 months or so. Time flies don't you think so? ^^

Oh by the way how is your brother July? I hope he don't come. If not my house will surely suffer another catastrophe. For the last time he came i was throughly devastated by the amount of damage done. If he don't come this time... Oh what did you say? He is coming after all? Oh dear, what am i suppose to do? Looks like i'll have to make tons of protection for myself and my house. Sigh..

But i am truly delighted by you presence. After all thanks to you i will have some good time spent with all my favorite people in the world, though i can't say the same for them. Its a little saddening, but i will get by. ^^

Do stay longer will you? I miss you so... Oh my, just four weeks? But that's only like 3 weeks more.. oh dear. Then i must spent more time with you now. What a disappointing news.

Sigh, no matter what, please please pass by slower okay? Love you much. ^^

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Biology Chemistry Mathematics Economics. The four worse enemy of my life.

WHEE I FINALLY WENT TO CUT MY HAIR! its now so much thinner and shorter. haha~

HAPPY HAPPY

but after i came out of the salon, i walk past a gang of dogs plus 2 man and ONE OF THEM CHASED ME!!

WTH

luckily one of the man there called after the dog. if not i have no idea how i am supposed to escape. WALAO EH. imagine you hear a dog's bark, turn back and find a super fierce looking dog at YOUR HEEL. HEEL!!

NOT this.

but THIS!

walao. seriously walao. I think i did a couple of funny jumping actions. If i didnt remember wrongly.

nevertheless, it didnt spoil my good mood. Just that i was being happy with my short and thin hair and cursing the stupid dog while walking home.

GAH. *.*

dumping this ground for BT. life sucks. diaper corn sucks. but the previous one is worse. i dunno how to choose. D+

ADIEU!

Stars. luminous cosmic body.

How do i shine among the stars?

*White Dwarf Stars in the milky way

Today the principal was giving some crap talk about how we should work hard for As, and went on to show us the horrendous local university admission criteria.

As if i am not stressed enough already. I was thinking to myself this morning about how i can pull my chem and bio grades, , which are sinking at the U grade now, to at least a D by BT2.

Sound impossible. i totally agree.

and i am thinking of retaining, but i do not have the courage to do so. It will mean giving up everything i have now and restarting all over again, and i cannot promise myself to really work hard for the repeating year, blah blah.

All the thoughts i have now are not exactly comforting. but i guess they are what i need to pave my pathway to A levels. And to get into the Science Faculty.

So first thing first, to change my mindset, of always thinking that external stress will only make me collapse and give up, because i do not have the initiative to stress myself.

gah i sound so promising. Oh for A level i will work hard. exactly the same before O. And see what comes out? gah.

And, i am supposed to be doing GP now. What are our beliefs about science and technology? bloody hell. 500 words. And my GP teacher is a 'smart' 'genius' 'happy', go decipher. It very easy. oh i absolutely 'adores' him.

By the way, i got a B for PW. no A in S12. fabulous. wonderful. If you are a O student and thinking of coming SA. i will, gently remind you that, some things are not what they seems to be. yeah, maybe it looks perfect. but the pretty facade will fade almost immediately after you gain more understanding and familiarity with it.

If you can see, my language in posting is getting more and more 'formal'. IN the sense that i try to use less short-form and play around slightly with words. So PLEASE correct me in any mistake. I need to improve my GP. Partly because i want it to improve, and partly because i want to shove my A graded A level result (a photocopied one) up the stupid idiotic gay mutt's backside, before stuffing his disgusting face down the rubbish bin and slamming the lid.

Just the thought of it makes me feel good. Alrightly then, off to my GP! ^^

GAH!

Got back most of my results, Just have to say how proud i am of myself. Can't understand why i am so smart. sigh. some people just gets it all i guess?

10 more weeks to BT2! I promised to chiong and pia. definitely not going to get the same results as BT1. MUST NOT.

blogging for the sake of blogging. 'cause there really isn't much stuff to talk about.


OH. would your just, for god sake, think about US for a minute? everything is about you you you and you. we've mentioned it so many times and what your do is to dismiss it. How would U feel if we do this to you? Can't you be more considerate? One and a half years and we said nothing. So you became complacent and only knows how to think about yourself? please! If we do anything in the future don't blame us. U, the both of you, forced us to. It for the sake of our friendship that we said nothing in front of your. so for THE SAKE of our friendship let us have our way once, can't you do it? U act like the most selfish person in the world. and still dare to say that we are best friends. YOU are NOT behaving like a best friend. More like a self-centered spoilt kid. 'cause all you kn0w how to say is me me me me me me and me.

This is for yx. Ur tm dream. hahaa.

Got back chem for BT1. as expected, a big fat U. 20% nia. I am so bloody proud of myself. Bio MCQ got 19/30. considered lousy bah. Not expecting anything, and prepared to go to the extra remedial lessons le. >.<

Getting back results is awful. Going for Mr Pampers lessons is awful too. New topics are irritating and mind-draining. haha actually they are just difficult.

I think i will be super grateful if some mad guy just runs down the street and shoot me in the brain. Then i can die immediately without any pain (i think, can't be the heart right) but my organs still can be donated. provided that they are healthy, which i sincerely doubt so. hee.

Haiz. so tired that i think i will be fainting anytime (just kidding) I swear! promise! cross fingers that i will definitely sleep by 10pm today.

Off to watch dramas! kekes. ^^

GAH!

wad a lovely word.


BT today. Econs was, erh, okay i guess? Largely crapped through the questions. Plenty of 4marks qns set purposely to kill us. Gr. Lost 8marks. But hopefully they can be trade over by my essay. keke.

Bio is the love. <3 totally fabulous. Love it to the max. Woah. I am going to treat everyone sakae sushi if i pass. See how optimistic i am? totally confident of passing.

Chem tmr. going to float through and crapped every single rubbish present in my head. useless head. GAH!

2 more days to forever. I want my break! ^^

delightful mood. anticipating the outing.


oh btw i was just kiddg about the treat. Just kidding.

WOO IT RAINED SO HARD TODAY!!

straight pouring from the morning. HAHA. exaggerated but oh wadever! the feeling is so great! cool air excellent weather no sun no pe no stuffy classroom! best day ever since like months ago. Yeah its great because our reservoir has shockingly low level of water, the weather is stuffy and hot, the forests (or big bushes) at tampines are burning merrily causing smok around the area BUT the best part about raining is actually mostly because I LOVE THE RAIN!

muahaha~ typical example of a selfish apathetic Singaporean youth. heck la. I am kind to most people, including strangers who are nice to me. ^^ and only evil and mean when it comes to people that i dislike. (though i don't know why i dislike them. gah)

GP BT is round the corner, jus a few steps away but I did not study any single thing that is related to GP. having the " also going to fail liao study for what?" mentality. teehee.

having M.T as GP tutor now (temporary, heard that A.T fractured one of her body part), very scary, slightly random, and having a similar characteristic that all GP teacher possesses, which is being boring (Claim). How do i prove my point? I was nodding off today during GP while he was going on and on about doing AQ (Support). Of course, it could be argued that my example cum support is jus an individual experience and could be classified as 'freak incident', but how do you explain jy and qx having the same experience as me? So i concluded that my support is valid and absolutely convincing. ^^v

Just kidding. He was quite good. provided alot of points and tips that is typical of how anyone would tell you about doing AQ well. But since its about doing AQ well i supposed it has to be the same. nevertheless, i took down alot of notes, tried to understand what he was talking about while trying my best not to fall asleep. (I am a good and obedient student) I hoped i really took in what he had said because i am very sure that i spaced out for one moment while he was talking about pulling different points from different authors and compare contrast them. (taken from chelsea's notes) totally spaced out while looking at him.

But u cannot blame me for spacing out because during a "Know more about your learning style" workshop during secondary school, we got to know about our learning style. I got VKA. which means that i uses visual and kinesthetic more that audio. SO i learn better by seeing and doing. VKA spaces out during long talks (i saved the spacing out part and went straight to sleep, but this is true information from the course and i don't know why i remembered it till now) cannot remember audio instruction well. (i crapped this out but this absolutely true, u have to write down to remind me. if not i will forget about it after like... 5 min?) find it hard to sit still for long hours as they are distracted by their needs for exploration (from the net and applies to me as well) and so on and so forth. So i think that pretty much explains why i love practicals and good lecturers. they make lessons less boring and less sleep-inducing.

and i just realized that i have diverted long from what i was originally saying. But the main point is, yeah hoped i absorbed what M.T said and hopefully i can use it in the exams. Nice and simple.

most amazingly i am no longer addicted to facebook. from "must go everyday" to "go when i m free". gives me much more time to do my own stuff, like daydreaming about getting straight As for A level and reading storybooks. HAH!!

from this blog post, and using your powerful inferring skills, i bet you can infer my present mood.

YEAP. bored but happy. thats why i am crapping myself out, trying my best to write in proper English and not commit any grammar mistakes.

but i bet i committed alot of grammar mistakes and my language sucks. totally. blah gah mah. i cannot even spell grammar properly. thank god blogger has a word check. if not i will be throwing my face while blogging and people will be laughing their ass off reading my ridiculous spellings.


and now wicked is the new word of the day

Sometimes i tink i m too blessed for my own good. till the very point that i forgot to be grateful for everyone that is beside me and giving me the reason to continue to work hard for life. Lost in the wonderful fairytale i spun to myself that this is going to last till forever. So when reality hits me, the magnitude of the shock is jus, indescribable. And that old weakling crouch deep beneath quietly crawls out and pushes everything else back inside me. So the cheerfulness and happy-go-lucky character and optimism dat masked me for wad seems like eternity slips off and somehow nothing else is right. I m too hyper now, its irritating and i m too low later, its still irritating. scolding ppl for wad i thought is right of me and regretting a second later. everything dat i display and say, nothing is processed through my useless brain. Curious abt plenty of things but never had the nerve to ask. treading on ice even wif my 'best friends', not knowing if acting like this is right, or jus being myself would be fine. knowing that i m unlike but still acting like the whole world is my best friend. i hate to mask myself but, everyone demands smth frm ppl beside them. Dat facade i build upon myself is the huiying dat they are familiar and can befriend. so wad abt the me dat is jus me and nothing else? the present huiying is build from past experiences of betrayal and hurt. modelled after ppl who are well-liked and sociable.

So is it jus me? or me? how would u react if a mouldy depressed heck-cared selfish inconsiderate huiying replace the happy cheerful smiling optimistic huiying as the huiying u know? and in actual fact her acting is so good that nobody can see the real her? would u still be her friend? yeah like how u are treating her now? if its me, i wouldn't. I dun like the present huiying but i dun wan the past huiying oso. too weak and pushy and gullible. but if i change myself, wad can i change to? jus another model of someone else who is likeable and cheerful and seems to never worry abt anything because of her capability and ability.

I hate to emo here. its supposed to be a happy blog.

WHEE outing wif pearlyn and lynn was fun~!

Went to watch "Valentine's Day"at Lido Orchard. It was very funny! Blah blah blah. Finally got to watch it after like, erm, weeks after. Hee. Had a great time listening to their super hilarious Red-cross experience while finally eatg mcspicy. ^v^ happy happy

And Cross country was, Hot. Stuffy. Boring. Blah. Spammed pics as usual and i m dreadg the time when i have to delete ugly and pick out better ones. Gah! And stll hav to edit pic for Zoom In. Gah Gah Gah.

Shall pon computer till BT is over. >.<

Oh, did i mention abt my wonderful teachers?

I tink not.

first there is my gpap teacher. She is SO wonderful. till the point that i cant describe how good she is. Let me list a example: today after math lect there was gpap tut. So some of our class pp went to the canteen to but some snacks and drinks. gpap is boring. yup. so when we reached the classroom, we were like 5 min late (still reasonable).

So we settled down while she was raving on abt how we were late for 15 min (with reference to her watch). but the clock in the class, which is workg perfectly, shows that we were late for jus 5 min. So she was popping her eyeballs over why we are late for so long. "You all are late for 15 min! the first 3 who came are alrdy late by 10 min! and the rest of the lot are late by 15 min! Come! tell me who is ur teacher! I have the right to report her to the principal! Its a school rule do you know?! She is supposed to released you all 5 min before lessons end! Tell me! ......"

Apparently the school have this new policy that teachers have to release students 5 min earlier to ensure that the next lesson would start promptly. if the students are late and it is due to the previous teacher not releasing the students on time the nxt period teacher have the right to hand the teacher name to the VP for scolding. Blah. totally retarded.

So she continued to raved for abt 5min. Den: "who said you all can sit down?!" (We have to stand to greet her. totally super retarded. Feels like a kindergarten) After we stood up and the rest greeted her, and sat down again, she went on to rave abt one of her previous rep who was always reminding her to end lesson 5min earlier so that they can go to their nxt lesson promptly.

=.=

please! I bet it must that her lessons are simply too boring so the students cant wait for the lesson to end! And please! fix ur watch! She said that the clock in the classroom is faulty/not working properly and her watch is synchronized to the school's chime. BIG L! Then is it supposed to be a miracle when the clock works perfectly fine in other classes? And a huge mircale when the clocks is also synchronized to the school's chime when gpap class ended? and the first 3 are the 3 who is always early and never drag time!

And MT still told us that we are very lucky to get her cus she is very experienced. Wow. I feel so lucky.



Of cus, who can forget Madm B? Actually she is not boring. Jus that she is super ultimate naggy. Yea she nag. One info she can repeat like, min 3 time? So i always almost fall alseep in her class. But that was jus fine, the tut ans are uploaded. When she took over lect, wow, magic. I love B lect as they are interesting, i learn new stuff, fun and sped passed. Yeap thanks to a great lecturer.

But she? nags nags nags. Spend time on stuff that are fully printed in black for us to read. (Lect notes smth hav pages that contains info and smtimes quite impt but can be read and understandable) So she can like waste 15min on one page that is printed (which means no copying of blanks) and droned on to explain. Like i cant understand the words.

The extent of her nagginess? I missed one B lect and the missing pages i need to copy took me... 5 min. And within that 5 min i was also copying down the topics tested for the upcoming test.

So successful. and today she spent one whole hr gng through.. 1 page of lect notes. (kay fine 3 page, 2 and a half fully printed and half a page that requies copying) super interesting. Love her.


Love my JC life. SOOO interesting

WHEE told myself to come blog today.

CHINGAY 2010 was good!

The display was fab. performances was good. Atmosphere was excellent. Dinner provided was okay. team ppl are rather nice. audiences are considered okay. Blah. Got lots of cool stuffs! free heaven & earth drinks and cokes too. GR. nxt yr i oso wan go Chingay. Shitties! We got a date! ^^

Parade 1 i was so high and perped up, i was dancing along to the performers. BLAH. Enjoying myself while helping nice ppl. But parade 2 got some changes in duties, got rather bored since i alrdy knew the show. sort of force myself to be high since being low equals to sleep for me. Gah! but the fireworks are real good. Whee love fireworks.

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Sunday Gathering at JiaYing's was Fabulous! Whee played card games mahjiong and laughed ourselves silly over the d stupid old version streetfighter. Gorged on the super good fried beehoon, courtesy of JY's mom. HAH. So good i cant describe how much i enjoyed myself. Really missed that bunch of Peeps. Lets pls meet up when we all are free kays. pray pray

I guess the nxt gathering would be around June or after As? T.T

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BT is coming and i m slacking away as usual. Rank pt <35 = special programmes. Darn. force me to study sia. *.*

And today was Bugis outg w the SAS and J1s. Except for it being sweltering and stuffy and heavy bags. All was good. the J1s i brought along was rather nice. Maybe i didnt hear their bad mouthing abt me but oh well. hah~


I really need to start studying. Really!

SHALALA HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY TO ALL TOO!

CNY celebration was, half a waste of time since some of the performance are really good while others are.. 0.0 Classrm deco was a total failure since we didnt know when to start or what to start wif so there is nth except for a lousy ghost like pin-up on the notice board when the judges came. totally win the others man. BUT the louhei was fun! taste pretty good too. *.*

den went to plaza sing to catch Valentine Day wif girlfriends but everything was either sold out or there is not enough seats. Blah~ wanted to catch since all the critics have rather good opinion and there are some of my fav actress. T.T

but still managed to had a short get-tgth wif glen glen! whee~

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Today is oso valentine day which is unlucky for the couples! *stick out tongue and wriggle ard* blah blah black sheep nanny nanny boo!

HAHA i m definitely eatg sour grape. X.X (jus kidding.)

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Jus came back frm the 拜年-ing and doing Bio hw now. *claps-claps wif awed look* I m marvelous. totally awesome.

and at the same time tryg to edit my photos frm the various events. Jus gave up cus the stupid Lightroom is too difficult to use. Blah~!

Wonderg to start readg Econs or to continue Bio.

Maybe it's true
That I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one

Boys Like Girls

Maybe. Not.

GOING CRAZYY

Plenty of stuffs going ard.

hah on Mon/Tue (cant remember when and lazy to go check) we had econs and our cher was telling us to get our hw out. den she was like walkg ard and checkg if ppl got do the work or not. After her tour she said: "okay those who didnt do their work stand up" plenty of ppl stood up but some are still seated so i thought still got ppl did the work. den she said:" okay, those who didnt do their work, get out." at dat pt of time i was still pretty relieved dat i did my work during the good-mood weekend. >.<

so i was the only one left whom my cher can teach the stuff to. super scary since it in the com lab and its 1 to 1. Me the cher and the huge screen. >.<

But the cher still went through wad she had gone through wif me wif the class after all. LOL.

but its still fun. not flauting of wad. T.T

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Covered for the teachers potluck cum hamper packg session. Hilarious since managed to take 2 super funny laugh-till-i-wanna-die pictures of Mr Thong and Mr Ang. One each. Old econs cher and present PE cher. Wah laughed till i nearly died of stomachache. The Mr Thong's picture was super funny till the pt dat whenever i see him i would doubled over in laughters. nearly laughed till tears came.

den i forgot wad i did dat made me stayed back till quite late. haha

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and there's CCA sign up on WED! whee i was slackg in the dark rm most of the time. The SC was selling balloons and flowers, bought a SUNFLOWER for cheryl and she bought me a BALLOON. the sunflower was huge and ver pretty. hahaa. CCA sign was successful, since we attracted like 43 write down? but i guess only abt 20+- would come and really join? Blah blah, not too many would be gd since photog is fun wif small amt of ppl. (like us!) or maybe its jus the ppl dat makes the diff.

made small pack of goodies for class and cca ppl. Happy to see the *oh for me?! thank!* expression. 1st time giving valentine and friendship week prezzies. HAH.

went out wif yx to bugis street after photog to buy the clothes we aimed at Sun. I FINALLY BOUGHT MY PULLOVER! HAHAH!!! two of it. love the shirts! >.<

maybe would post pic if i got the mood. which probably is never. hah~

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And today we got our mass senior-junior picnic at the synthetic field. Its supposed to hav some ver pro-ed name but too lazy to go find out.

Oh, the start of this mass picnic was dat the seniors and juniors are given a identity and are required to write to their "the other half". like if u r doreamon u would write to nobita, beauty to beast or professor to blossom bubbles buttercup etc.

Iwas Prince Phillip.

and supposed to write to Princess Aurora. A.k.a Sleeping Beauty.



Nice pic huh? >.<

HAHA. My junior was quite nice. Shy lookg gal named XinJie. HAH i still remember her name. We looked alike cus both got short hair and specy. But she is cuter. haha! rambled ard, played Ha Hoo Hee or wadever lousy name. Did one forfeit, had mass dance and it was over in a hr.

Super lame. Dun even tink i would recognise her in sch. (okay maybe i would) >.<

OH and HoSung gave me a sunflower! WHEE!

okay partly is i asked for it. hahah~ he wanted to buy for Jieying, and i was walkg to the SC booth wif him to order when he said dat he could give me one too. Since i alrdy had a balloon courtesy frm cheryl, i said i wan a sunflower. ^^

nice oppa. hah! but the sunflower is droopy and i estimate that it will die tmr. >.<

okay maybe NOT tmr. by CNY bah.

so saddening.

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CNY IS COMING!! i m so excited. >0<

actually not. quite tired and wanted to sleep. But shld be quite fun since might hav a chance to go out wif cousins. Maybe. *.*

Tired like crazy. And this super long post is supposed to last till i-feel-like-blogging-crap-again.

Saddening becus all my taggies are not blogging much. Bored.

Prayg for some bits of luck to kick u out

AH i m aching all over. Legs arms tummy back spine u name it i got it. >.<>.<>

And had a ice-breakg session wif the SAS/SASS photog kiddos on wed. THEY ARE SO SUPER ROWDY! and their teachers still told us that they are shy and do little interaction. WALAO. super misinformed man. But still quite a couple of cute one. aww. gng to hav 4 more sessions wif them i tink. HAH i tink they all remembered me le. Cus i was the one 'controlling' the whole event by joking and fooling ard. High mood remember? ^^

Lots of comps coming up. I feel like dying to some place whr there is no work no exams no stress for a moment. @.@ And BT is jus weeks away. How in the hell m i able to finish gettg chem bio and econs ready? O.O

Stayed back today to do hw but ended up helping qx do her wishing board things. haha, cant resist the temptation to go help her. Stay till 8 plus before gng for food at kfc. ^^ gained like at least 5 pounds of fats by eatg 2piece but nvm! its super nice and i saw trace. *.*

Jus d/l lightroom and started the task of editing my 1000plus pictures accumulated fmr ages ago. Argh i wanna kill myself kil myself kill myself. I cant differentiate frm good and lousy shots so rating according to my institution. #.#

Tmr got Chingay training so another morning wasted. Wanted to do valentine gifts so whole day spent. Gr no way i can get those stupid organic chem stuff in my lousy head. >,<>

Super sleepy now. Dunno how i will be able to climb awake tmr. *.* die liao die liao.

Plus i jus realised dat all those guys are liddat. But at least the plastic container is sweet to the ppl lor. That pile of mud, is jus another pile of mud. Sigh. Dunno when i would be able to free myself. Dun wanna continue this silly and stupid feeling. Blah! Lookg for new eyecandy. ^^ and since i m reatively easy to brainwash. why cant i be easy to heartwash too? *.*

ORIENTATION 2010 FINALE WAS A BLAST!

Supposed to cover but all the flash lights are taken so hardly any pics dat i hav taken are claer and full of finale-energy. In the end i jus gave up and sat back to relax and enjoy the whole thing.

This yrs mass dance was at the hall so more space larh! WAH. cant help but start dancing along when the mass dance started. it was so fun!! superb! Last yrs wasn't even so fun larh! gr. but maybe because i m having fun wif my fav bunch of ppl. ^^ dance until i almost died. hav to admit dat i m old liao. >.< den sang some random songs dat popped out of nowwhr. the college hymm. then under the initiative of some bunch of students at the back, the whole hall started shout-sing the college song. woah it was damm awesome! XD

YEAH SHAKE IT!

Totally random. haha.

den went to walk ard the sch tryg to fing hosung's OG. i was super hot and sweaty and high. Gng ard tryg to get another sword (one of the kingdom's identity) for hosung cus i got hold of one in the hall and was poking him wif it. ^^v 'killed' him for dunno how many times. bleh. who ask him to tak so many ugly shots. >.<

And surprisingly i got 30 for MSA. i supposed they calculated something else in so yeah. cus my self calculated one is 25. Fail chem. as usual. Failed Math wif lotz of self-beatg cus lotz of careless mistakes. if not can get A de. T.T OH AND I PASSED BIO! OMG. totally shocked larh. buts its because MSA de structured qns did not take the larger percentage. HAH. GP was D i tink. Econs S i tink. yeap. lousy like shit.

and and FINALLY i m home before the sky falls dark/twilight stole over. And yeah can watch cruel temptation le. dunno missed how many episodes le. T.T

and and and I m havg a headache lookg at all the pics i have taken for the last few weeks. Hort ark outing orientatn kiwi cup blah. >.< die liao die liao. den still hav to upload the POTLUCK pic. HAHA. haven done dat yet. X is gonna kill me soon.


considered long post huh. I m such a gd blogger. HAHA!!

WHEE ORIENTATN!

J1s are cute in a okay way. This yr's orientatn seems more 'high' den our yr. Maybe its because we are involved and cant really see bah. Their mass dance are the same as us and makes me feel like joing when i see them mass-dancing, which is pretty much always. Only a few of the NPs came, but i saw a few pretty ones! HAH! O.o

Cant believe dat we are J2s le. still feel like a J1. Jeez.

Got back MSA and as expected, chem was a disaster. But okay larh, comsidering dat i sucked at it and only studied for like a few times nia. Math was bad too. Some careless mistakes dat i can go kill myself for. I m desperate for the rest. HAHA!

I m gonna mug! i swear! >.< Jus dat the mood haven come yet. T.T I look at the pile of 'to-be done' things on my table and i feel like sleeping. Z.Z

Wasted yet another day. And i forgot wad i wanted to blog abt.

OH. someone buy me a polaroid for my 18th pleasssseee. i can get the film myself. no prob. >.< i will be eternally grateful and will love u/r forever *cross fingers*

WHEE got a tumblr.

Love the theme. So chio la. HEHE. And i m gonna post pictures on it larh. Faster ley. =P

Link: grayish-rain.tumblr.com

i tink the link is liddat. haha.

HECTIC WEEK

MSA was a roar. I m so gonna fail my econs. Knew Chem results but so utterly down abt it. Sigh. Hope dat Bio wont be as worse.

Covered for Kiwi Cup on Fri. It was so COOL! SA BEAT Raffles and got the cup for the fourth consecutive year. SWEET wors. Haven got the chance to review my pics but i tink i got some okay nice shots. Shall post IF i got the mood.

And after standing in the sun for like dunno how many hrs i tink i got blacker. Rawr. Didnt even turn fairer after NP but because of photog i became even blacker. >.< and dat STUPID EGALE mascot frm raffles scared me. chicken nugget. Nxt time i see dat mascot i m so gonna hit its head and kick the butt man.

Cousin's wedding on Sat. Woah. For the second time i m happy dat i m not a guy. Because after seeing how the brothers team of the groom are being "played" at. After eating biscuits wif wasabi, bittergourd juice, chewed on lemon and drank syrup, they wore bra and stuffed in oranges. It was soo hilarious! Den still hav to dance to 'Nobody' oso. Happy times for the gals.

Now i m very looking forward to the time till my brother gets married. I m gonna abandon all traditions and be part of the sisters. Den HEHEHE. Good luck to my brother!

The dinner was great, lot of my fav stuffs. Oh the prawn fillet wif sweet and sour sauce was heavenly. Pionner Spring Restaurant @ Mount Faber Safra Club. ^^v

I m so tired. Maybe because of the tests and the stress i m giving myself. I wanna be a hardworking person by end of Jan. So tryg to change to a more self-discilined person. Super tough personal challenge. Gonna force my children (if i hav any) to be hardworking frm young le.

Upset over certain stuffs but as i told yx, theres nothing i can do since, yeah, I still have my own restrictions. And super frustrated, at dat retarted, idiotic. How in the hell can i not understand my own thinkings? Ugh.

Gonna have e-learning on tue. Econs is super-cool since its on facebook. But i m so sure dat i wil be distracted by my games and stuff. T.T



stop looking into my eyes. though i cant stop looking for you

MSA nxt week.

not prepared at all. totally gng to flunk like i m celebrating failures.

Econs cher really good. Chem, okay lar. not bad. GP, haiz.

And celebrating a small success of mine. whee~

Postg cus i felt like it. HAH. Chao

J2 Life rocks. Totally

Its so good dat i dun feel like gng to sch. 1st thing VP say to us when sch re-open is " U have 10 more mths till A lvls"

WTF.


yeah i know its impt and its short but, oh well. Many stuffs undone. MSA coming and i m gng straight back to J1 after its pass. HAHA. I got alot of confidence in myself de lor.

Open hse on Wed. Boring. nth much to take. Sec 4 all looks like our age or older. Blah. walk until my leg almost broke and slept @ 7.30pm. Super tired.

St Andrew's Hall Groundbreaking on Thu. The part whr i enjoyed myself the most was when the AVAs and the Photogs were sittg down and eatg and chattg. Funny. I thot that they would dig deeper to prolong the event. But they only dug in like 5cm deep? Waste of time. Still, learned smth frm the review frm ZX.

Covered for 2 days straight so was pretty tired. I need sleep or i will faint someday in school.


Went back CCHMS today. Saw the CLs. Pretty much differs frm wad i thought but none of my buss oso. it totally feels so good to lie by the lake and enjoy and good weather- gloomy and windy. peaceful huh. forgets abt everything stressful. den went to eat at Lucky bread. Laugh like shit at the very interesting convo of the shop uncle and yx. >0< Really destress everything. train stomach muscles oso. ^^

den waited for like 30 min for our bus? Had a good talk though. Alot of stuffs dat needs to be talked abt but no everyone can listen to. SHIT's privilege.


Tmr got Chingay session. I m mad. Totally mad. 7'o clock needed wake up and i m still typing away not very happily. Tired ah. Den still need to study for MSA. I predict dat i would become a living zombie by the end of nxt nxt week.

Anticipatig. T.T

2010 NEW TERM!!

Got a sucky timetable. 1 sucky G teacher. Another remaining sucky B teacher. Grr.

And almost comfirm some of my happy thinkings. But hav to wait and wait before i can comfirm. >.<

Splitting classes for math and chem. Wondering who my chemy cher is, pls pls pls be nice and good and noe how to teach. cus i lazy appeal out. muahahah~~ this whole week is sucky cus hav to study for nxt week which is equally sucky because of MSA. And nxt Mon we are released at 5. damm. Wed is open hse so i will be busy. Grrraa.

Lousy sch.


Had a run after sch today. feels good to sweat out. and O.M.G i wanna go slim down to reach 90%. luckily my height remained. haha~..


anw, if u dun understand my tokings. nvm. cus i dun understand oso. tired ah. *0*

HAPPY 2010!

I m so right on time manz. >.<

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Some ppl are gng to laugh till their stomach pops.

So yeah. 2010. New year new resolution.

Im so slacky this year. grr. even after all the "oh i mus do well frm now on" after Os. Wad a huge joke. And i got some beautiful determinations for nxt year which i m absoolutely sure i wont fulfilled. Amazed myself by how weak-minded i m. So ready to go kill myself if i fail everything frm top to toe again.

One more week till sch starts. and nothing, not a single pea done.

Grrr.